Blank Thoughts

what is worse than waking up at 6 in the morning when you sleep after midnight for the past 4 days? having to wake up to a pouring, cold and dark morning which started just before you woke up. i freaking want to go back to my blankie and snuggle back to sleep but.. seriously i don't know what kept me going still.

and now i'm damn grouchy. with wet wrinkled cold toes.

and darlie's tea care sucks. it almost made me farking puke as i was brushing my teeth. green tea is meant to be drunk. not to be put in shampoos and toothpaste. i was horrified that such a vile tasting thing is actually a toothpaste in which we put into our mouths.
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it's sad, that you sometimes feel that you do not matter as much to the person, as much as the person matters to you.

and i'm farking pissed, whenever i feel taken for granted. just because i seemed nice, doesn't mean i have to take SHIT from anyone.