Blank Thoughts

didn't sleep as much the last weekend as compared to the last one. in fact, i don't think i slept enough.

and i'm damn sleepy now. and i still gotta pretend that there's work for me to do. when there's NONE. i mean, it's good in a way of course, i'm paid for nothing. but, it's also tiring to pretend to fiddle with some powerpoint slides and look serious, when i'm sleepy and bored. how am i going to hang on till the end of the day, i don't know. so maybe, i'll just ask for work to do. or maybe if there's no work to do, they'll ask me to stop coming to work for a few days work first. that'll ruin my chances of getting money for nothing right? so should i keep quiet??

i hate such mornings. raining cold, dark, gloomy, wet. just the weather to sleep in......... why didn't it freaking rain on the weekends when i can sleep in!

met my boy finally on friday.. i missed him so much.

and my uncle from shanghai had returned for a week before bringing his whole family to shanghai along with him. going to miss the whole family badly. especially the three kids. it's going to be really quiet without them incessantly trying to get your attention. no more shrill giggles, no more pattering/stomping of running feet, no more little ones trying to climb all over you. and the sad thing is that they're going to be away for an indefinite period of time. all of us are going to be missing out on the kids' growing up.. and we're going to be absent from their growing up lives. they're still pretty young, i wonder if they'll grow estranged from us when they return, if they ever return. or they grow up speaking shanghainese chinese and we won't be able to communicate that effectively or what. aaah...

over the weekend, we went to have a buffet lunch at sakura at tampines safra. er, not really that good, even tho it's kinda cheap. 22 per person nett. international buffet.. but seriously, not fantastic. value for money. but they have praline CHOCOLATEs for dessert among the cakes and jelly. the kids all heaped their plates with them.

then we proceeded to archery! even the youngest tried at it. he looked really cute with that minature bowand humongous arm guard. Chonghan expressed interest in archery, and said that he'll pick it up in China. he's quite good actually. he's mighty strong.

then we went to bowl. i think my middle and ring finger were sprained or something. and my sausage fingers thankfully didn't get stuck in the bowling ball. Chonghan had threw a bowling backwards while he went forward. and Qiqi dropped the ball once before she reached the alley. she funnily used two crooked arms to throw the ball forward like she's throwing a fish back into a river. i wasn't better either. i walked to the alley holding the ball with two hands, stopped and then swung the ball back and then forward and up before throwing/dropping it down. the noisiest lane with the loudest bangs and trundles. yah, so at the end of it all, imagine the dents and bumps on our lanes. i can imagine the shiny slippery lanes cursing us and whimpering at their newfound dents and scars while we walked away complaining about our swollen and sore fingers.

they are really going off soon.. and the plan is that this friday night we're going to have another gathering. at the hotel that they're staying. and possibly we can go and thrash the whole place up. ah ha ha.

ooo, i'm so sleepy.... (-_-) Zzzz