hell of a struggle

it's only 9.46AM now, and i'm FARKING sleeeeeeepy!!!!!

and finally, my colleague from the same cubicle went for his meeting. so that i can be left alone and not pretend that i am working on the freaking slides. damn, i THINK creativity can be depleted. with lack of sleep. and boredom. i kept on seeing BLUE and GREY i want to vomit blue-grey blood.

i think it will be even worse when they finally decided on the designs and templates i came up with. and then there will be tons and tons of slides to edit. all to one single template and design. i think then, i would turn blue-grey.

i think my eye rings are tinting to blue-grey already.

i can't seem to be able to sleep before 12.. or 1 actually.

but i can't wake up any later than 6. miss the freaking bus (which is always right on time) and i gotta take a cab somehow somewhere. and i don't know why i can't sleep on the bus. cos i was rushing before then? maybe.

thursday. it's only thursday?! gah... there's tomorrow still. i think i will look like i kena boxed in the eyes a hundred times by the end of this stint.