I don't know if that's good or bad though. Good cos she looks kinda good... I guess? She is afterall, a star. Was she a model before? And she always lands those rich girls/brats/princesses roles. So... she looks rich? So Kum, not bad to look rich huh? (Or bratty)
But she always gets on my nerves though, she's somewhat irritating. Cos er, she is always acting the bratty bimbo where all the guys fall headoverheels for her. Or maybe it's her Chinese (though it has improved leaps and bounds and prolly better than mine), or her mundane, otherwise known as bad, acting skills.
So Kum, I don't know whether that is a compliment or not. Hee hee.
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Yesterday marked the day JX and I have been together for 2 years! And we baked ready-made-mixture-cookies, which were pretty unpopular among my family members. And we smoked the kitchen. Dismayed to see the oven spewing smoke, we opened the oven, and after the smoke cleared, alas! 6 black corpses of cookies staring bact at us. They're so hard too, they can kill. And then we baked a Sunshine pizza, which tasted quite horrid...? Ho Ho Ho. A day of junk food. Literally, junk.
It was endearing seeing my boy attempting to make a heart shaped splatter of sticky-wet cookie dough though. :)
2 years doesn't seem long to some, but to me, it is like shorter? It feels like these 2 years have passed without me really knowing (how cliche). But so much things have happened within a short span of time. And between JX and me, we have went through a whole array of experiences - sadness, disappointment, jealousy (though I hate to admit), anger, insecurity, thrill, happiness, blissfulness, anticipation... Our relationship developed and evolved. Our lifestyles change and there's a lot of getting used to, and it's probably inevitable that insecurity arises due to changes. We rode it through however, and here we are today, learnt that trust and understanding are key to a happy, stable relationship.
It's hard to keep a balanced relationship - sometimes I give more, sometimes he does. Was it a show that stated that a relationship is like a cha-cha dance? A couple can go back and forth - the girl advances, the boy retreats, the boy advances, the girl retreats. It's all a matter of subjectivity. What matters though, no matter how much you give, is whether the other party recognizes that as an act of care and love. There's no state of equilibrium. And by acknowledging that, I find myself less wanting, and bratty? Hahaha...
In all, I don't know what to do without this boy of mine, I've gone through so much, and he was always there by me. He brought me up, he brought me down, and yet when I was down, he can bring me up. With him, I can feel like a woman, a girl and a baby at the same time. That feeling, is... bliss. :)
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