Blank Thoughts

i'm back in office, i can't believe it either.

i dragged myself to work, although i felt really tired in the morning. telling myself not to excuse myself for being lazy. i haven't gone to the toilet for rather a long time already, i should be ok?

but i don't know why i feel so sleepy and giddy.

and it gets worse through the day... at lunchtime, trudging back to office alone with my dull food, my world started to sway left and right. i couldn't really focus my eyes and an image of myself walking like a drunk with crossed eyes emerged. and i wanted to laugh.

but i was feeling really giddy and weak.

ahhh.. i'm such a neh neh!!

gah.. at least i'm not shitting my life out already.