Wednesday, July 20, 2005

tomorrow's my daddy's birthday.

today i met up with Kay and Ass for dinner after work. the first time we met up after Ass started work. she was dressed in all black, even tho she didn't have to. i'm supposed to don black for work but i changed outta it. how weird people can get right. instead, i was wearing all-denim. human beings behave strangely.

Ass was complaining about her work. don't worry, Ass! you'll just get the hang of things, in time. don't push yourself too hard, or you might lose the drive! (i gotta tell myself that, maybe) sometimes i feel that i'm really going nuts with all the incessant phone calls, the things i gotta do, and the clients streaming in.

took some pictures today with Kay and Ass.. not that i didn't try to upload the pictures, some irritant misplaced the cable and i couldn't find it anywhere. so... gotta wait.

was telling my boy today, i miss getting into the sun. i remember basking in the sun, strolling along the streets aimlessly (and i really mean aimlessly, and i really mean streets and not Orchard) watch the things that most people do not bother to take a 2nd glance, find beauty in things so simple - like a flower sprouting out from the cracked concrete ground, or brown fallen leaves lying scattered along the walkways when the roadsweepers went on strike, or the green waves as tall grass danced to the wind when the grasscutters went on strike. that's why, i like to take long walks. to look around me, and to feel that, things in the world are actually very simple. i miss going to the beach too. it has been so long, to just simply... relax. cycle, with my boy right behind me, wind blowing against my face, sunrays beating down on me, nothing to care about. standing at the jetty, spattering of people, wind blowing, bright clear blue sky, sparkling sea, and my boy hugging me. everything's so perfect.

pieces of life. that really meant life and worth living.

it's a blessing - to find happiness and beauty in the simplest things in life.

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