the perfect day to just sleep in. and the only person who could be doing that today gotta be just Kay. that lucky ass. not Ass, but Kay.
everything's like in slow-mo today. and i'm getting tired of that job already. o no, barely 2 months into it. this is not good. some people say that if you love your job, you won't feel like you're working. but uh, how do you know what is the job you love? to be pragmatic, or to be idealistic? to be pragmatic when you're young, and be idealistic when you're older? but when you're older, you have lesser vitality, you wasted time. our lives are too short!
Kay and Ass, the ringgit has gone up. we won't be shopping or eating at malaysia already right!
...stayed back to finish my report today. keying stupid dancing numbers from flimsy papers. and i don't even know why or whatever for, that i'm doing what i'm doing. i was so fed up i was jabbing the keypads like.. like... GROAAARRR..
bureacracy... i'm feeling anomic and alienated!!
i'm falling into the ills of the society! capitalism! bureacracy! alienation! exploitation! ..so what if i've learnt them all in my university studies, but after which, i come out to be PART of them!? and i've just helped sustained bureacracy and capitalism just by coming out to work and feeling enslaved and all. yada yada.
what could have been done right? well, i saw this man in formal wear, standing with a billboard stating something about political power and tyranny. says it all la, huh. and not too far behind him, there is a guy, looking rather grubby, sitting on newspapers and meditating. what's the message? break away from political power and attain peace? hmmm...
what am i doing in this world?
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment