Friday, September 30, 2005

life is a four letter word.

what has happened to blogger..

or is just the blogger on my computer that's wanky?

this just has to happen you know. when i've got all the time in the world to post senseless blogs and post pictures.

when i finally got off the mindless job, what have i been doing? these 3 days.. what have i done?

sleep. and just... sleep.

not really an attempt to grasp at 'life' huh.

i don't get to see the sun like i yearn to when i was at work.

why?

cos i have a freaking pain in my back. such pain that i've to support myself getting out of a damn chair. or even, straightening my back. what can i do but to try to stop the pain?

i don't dare to tell my parents.

what caused it? man, i wished i knew more than you do.

what's happening to me?? i'm sick of getting this bouts of back pain. do i have to get used to this? till the day i die? i'm sick of feeling useless and paralyzed when i'm supposed to be at my prime.

i hope this blows over in a few days..

No comments: